Human Smudges

by Derek Reid

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Sweet Nova we begin at you and I forming

children of the universe swimming protolovers

gorging on precreation pregnant with desire we were

cellswapping and mindtrading then I slipped

overswimming like a restless dolphin braying

in the pressurepot of all that was to be

man the first I was blue eye queen you were to me

 

 

I knew you before the birth of the universe

before space or time stars or flowers

you were Nova I knew the name you would have

and the violet scent your skin would possess

and that your hair would be long and brown

before these things existed in substance or form

billions of years before you were born

 

 

You were darling Nova feeding

on protons and neutrons cannibal woman breeding

and only the loving electrons to stop your overeating

and wanton sinful leering but I was hooked magnetized soul

I was searing and overneeding you resplendent queen

Nova your hydrogen shell was so intoxicating

wild and inebriating in a stout chemical solution

 

 

I remember you wished I had lips I could have kissed

your pink belly slowly evolving or said ‘I love you’

to your nascent human form then I remember hearing ‘man’

my name spinning out of the clouds from your quaking mouth-to-be

to me and I marveled at what evolution would do to you

just as the clang of creation began ringing in our ears

 

 

Nova we were life and love original at the moment of the bang

so resplendent human smudges when the pressurepot exbursted

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